Sunday, November 18, 2012
Bad Days
I woke up Ok. But as the day progressed my mood turned funky. I have no clue what, if anything, catapulted me in to a blue mood. I'm normally a happy person, so when I have blue days like this, I tend to worry. I worry that I'm going in to a solid funk and it's going to last.
It's no secret that I'm experiencing issues with my leg. That has me perplexed, for more than one reason. It's keeping me from doing the things that I normally thrive on doing at the gym.
Some say I'm obsessed. What they don't realize is that my time in the gym is my "me time". It's where I go to think things through, give myself a pep talk, work off stress and tension and "fill my cup" with mojo so that I function better each day. I'm not getting that right now. In fact, what's more troubling is that my desire to even go to the gym has diminished - drastically. I never made it there at all last week. Not even sure I care. Well, I do - otherwise I wouldn't be writing about it.
I need to get a grip, and get it real soon. I've walked down the whole pity-party path before and it was hell to get off of. I don't ever want to go through that again. I've worked too hard to get to achieve what I've done.
I need a huge dose of whoop-ass on myself to get me away from this funk I seem to be heading towards.
Sunday, November 11, 2012
Gym
I haven't done much cardio at the gym since September due to my injury. Mainly because it hurt and because my physical therapist said to lay off. Ok. Fine. The whole time I'm thinking "man, it's going to suck big time to rebuild my endurance "'
So today I was supposed to have a training session with my trainer. He was a no-show. That's going to be discussed with him next session.
Anyways ...I took the opportunity to do cardio. I did 2 miles on the elliptical, 2 on the bike, and 2 on the cross trainer. 50 minutes of cardio that kicked my butt. My settings all went down because I didn't want to stress my knee ...although I have to admit it doesn't feel too bad right now. But I was right ...rebuilding my cardio endurance is gonna suck!
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
It's Humbling
But what's got me all bummed out is that I thought I was in pretty good shape. I did yoga, I life weights, I do the cardio thing at the gym...and this still has nothing to do with the fact that I need to realize...I'm not a spring chicken anymore. Depressing.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Remember me??
It seems that I've been going non-stop for a month. Well, come to think of it...I HAVE been going non-stop for a month. Every weekend in October I had something going. And of course, it's me...so I was in the thick of things each and every weekend. I like to be kept busy (big surprise huh?!) LOL
The Schulz Oktoberfest was held on October 20th and boy was it fun! We had good food (always), lots of drink (duh!) and wonderful family. We were missing Dennis (SD), Wendi (WA), Glenn (ND) and Michael (ND) this year. We always have such a great time during this event. Here are some pictures..