Thoughts

I'm sitting here, on March 25th - what would've been my mother's 98th birthday.  I miss her terribly and wish I could sit and talk with her.  To ask her if she loved the life she chose,  what her deepest fears were and if she had any advice.

I wrote a few months ago that I wished that I had taken more time to listen to her, spent more time with her and to have taken every opportunity to absorb who she was.   Now, I live on the memories and try to understand the mother that she was, to relive the good times with her.  Every girl, woman, needs her mother....and there are so many times that I wish I had mine. 

I am getting all kinds of questions on why I abruptly announced that I was closing down my studio.  Of course, there are speculations such as I'm sick, I have cancer, my husband is sick, we're getting a divorce, I'm moving ....and my personal favorite, I'm pregnant. (I'm not).  

I've made no secret that I'm not a religious person, but very spiritual and in tune with the Universe.  I feel people emotions, vibrations, energy and have a somewhat empathic and intuitive nature.   Along with the fact that I've been teaching this schedule for 12 years, I feel as if the Universe is telling me to clear my plate.....to make room or time for my next chapter.    It's hard to explain.  

This upcoming weekend is Easter weekend.  On Friday night, my best friend and I are going to the Military Medium for a gallery reading.  Last time my Father came through and told me that "I was exactly where I needed to be".   I'm interested to see if Dad comes through again, or Mom, and what they have to say.     Then on Saturday, we're taking an Intuitive class from him.  This class is to tune in to our intuitive side (we all have intuition, we just need to learn to recognize and listen to it).   I'm excited for this as well.  I've always "felt" things, so it'll be good to learn more about it and how to channel it.   T says this is all "hocus pocus" stuff (same thing he said about my teaching yoga!)  LOL  but he's good natured and goes along with it even though he doesn't understand it.  

Also coming up....my friend and I are looking at going to Minneapolis, to schedule our "past life regressions."   What is that, you ask?    Well, when we die, our body stays on  earth but our souls travel to the Universe to be reincarnated (my belief).  We live several lives and often our lives follow patterns until we "get it right."     One of my friends and her husband just had theirs done and it was "life altering"....their words, not mine.    I've always felt like I am an old soul, that I've lived before.  I've always fancied myself as a gypsy in Ireland or Scotland. (To validate those who way that I have a gypsy soul!) LOL  

Anyways, stay tuned!