Dreary

It's been pretty dark and dreary the past 5 days.  We've gotten much needed rain so I'm sure the farmers are happy.

It's not doing much for my mood though.  My medication is helping to keep things (anxiety, depression, sleep) on even footing -if you can call it that. I'd hate to think of how I'd be feeling without medication.  It's almost like a thought enters my head but it doesn't totally register in the feeling department.  Good? Bad?  I don't know.  I do know that I have a weird sense of disconnect.

I'm working diligently to catch up on work from being gone for 2 days last week.  I'll be gone Friday and again next Monday and Tuesday. ..use it (vacation) or lose it scenario.  Friday is a bit of a pamper day with reflexology and nails.  I may try and head to Fargo to get my bike serviced so I can hit the trails confident in my bike.  I plan on doing a LOT of riding this summer. ..on and off road.

There are a few yoga workshops in Bismarck that I need to attend in May and June (to keep my certification up).  I'd like to take my bike also and hit some of the trails...I'm told they're quite good.

So I hope I can stay healthy and focused.  Last summer wasn't an ideal summer for me.  I don't plan on a repeat this year.  I'll be the one breezing past you on a bike...the lady with a smile on her face.